You are in my imagination

Whenever i swallow my thirst,
And run into the dry sand.
I searched your hand,
To feed my soul,
In this deep darkness of unknowns.
It’s a moment which brings me,
Nearer to lights of your character.
It’s a huge ocean of sorrow,
Which unites to break,
A commitment of being yours.
I am lucky amongst the thousand,
Feels standing, serving, and feeding my soul,
The lightness beneath the dark.
I totally emptied from the words of unknowns,
Who said ones, says now and will tell in future,
About your absences.
But i felt you in dreams, walking around,
And hugging me when i feels…

It’s love without boundaries, or
Boundary without love,
Don’t know…
But i can feel you, and heal my thirst,
Of being empty and alone…

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MATERNITY

At the instant I laid-down the thought of projecting a ‘Mother’ in a form of sketch I got confuse that what state of life, I should summarize in my sketch, It was a difficult task to figure-out the importance of mother in a life of human or even in animals too. Well! It’s quite interesting to know that the feeling of mother-hood in a women no more last as was in ancient period because of enhance moral duties and also being technical educated.

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As per some surveys says that in actual world this feeling also remains stable for few years after giving birth to the child, and It is much more associated to the first born of any women, as the number of babies increases the feeling of mother hood get down and down, It can be seen in our history also when a women used to have large number of children and if they lose one or two of them in war they don’t even care about it. In present time when the increasing population became a serious problem, the size of family has shrunk with 2 or even with single children this feeling may have a strong link between baby and mother, but Does it 100% right? Yes! I hope so. Mother always remains a mother for his first born, and it also supports to control in population. Being a sketch maker I feel a grieve-ness for not having that much insight in a mother’s heart, and being unable to express their love for their children.

Ok! It was a different thing to understand, I feel that let us forget the way i thought and mentioned above, I feel by keeping that aside, we must feel, that mother is a priceless gift by god to his child and child too for mother, having a baby in her belly a women feel proud and by giving birth to a another life she become a creator of life, by helping a child to grow by feeding her breast they act as a god who make the survival of human kind. 

This sketch of mine illustrate the life of a women in terms of real women, in two phases first is before marriage when a women as a girl, being a beauty and an issue to be admired among a group of people, get engaged with others, fall in love and also her child hood as a baby in the arms of her mother, and little girl just playing. And Second phase is after marriage when she gets pregnant and gives a birth to a baby and shows her affections towards baby, feed her and make her survive in this world. See if we forget a man for a moment and imagine the whole cycle of a women’s life and one can understand that women is a mighty thing in a living state, whole the cycle of existence of world depends on them only. Just in brief start with an age of zero when a girl gets birth in a family, no doubt if we leave some of narrow minded men than every father feel happy and proud to be father of a ‘Janani’ (Mother), at her early childhood a family enjoys her’s sweet talks, in her young-state when her beauty get appreciated all around a father feel proud and if her skills are also admirable then it multiplies a father’s joy… I am not talking about her flirting nature or cunning-ness if exists in her early youngster period. But when she got married, a dramatic change every one can feel in her, this change grows stronger when she is going to have a baby, and after giving that baby a birth. Well once I heard a speech of ‘Osho’ he also says that a women always plays a role of mother, even if we talk about her marital relation too, she pretend to be a mother of her husband too, by giving him a care as such she gives to her children. So the whole cycle illustrate her greatness and mightiness over the all living beings.

An another specialization of this sketch is that if we rotate it be 180 degrees we will feel that there is 2 or 3 faces hiding inside it, one of them is an aged man and another two are women.

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River World

River world, yeah! truly its a friction, but things are real. I just tried to draw the living beings in river world, some of them are, yes frictional character like mermaid, and river king, but other things are real like dolphin, shark, turtle, fishes, and aquatic plants. Her I present my “River World” as a child; I always wondered about this things, How they are living in water; now I knew the answer. But i just wants to think beyond the boundary of this truth and theory that there is some kingdom type of thing exists in rivers. I blindly thought of it, and i wish there would be such a kingdom inside the river.

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Fairy Story-Ends

Those who are new to my blog, they can see my previous blog to start with this story; Here is the link;

https://linesays.wordpress.com/2014/12/02/fairy-story/

Her mother came out after hearing her cry, and asked her to tell her what did happen.welcoming the visionThe girl was so frightened that she couldn’t speak a single word. Her mother brought her some water; she took a sip of water and narrated the whole story again. Her mother was shocked she tried to see whatever her daughter had seen but she couldn’t.  That was a mysterious day for both of them because one could see that thing another was not.

Days are gone the little girl caught herself packed inside that hut, refused to move free in forest and remained captured in a deep thought.  Her mother was very upset in those days.

One day a holly monk came across that forest, felt thirsty and hungry after waking a lot. When he searched for food and water in dark.  He noticed a blink of light coming from some mile.  He came near that hut and asked for water and food. The old woman came out and offered him a rest inside the hut with bringing him water and she got busy in preparing some food. The monk was setting aside of that little girl, but girl never gave him any regards. He was a very kind monk, he understood the situation and began to talk, “Hey Little Girl! You seems like you are ill? Is there any problem with my presence?” Little girl turned around with deep breath, and said to him, “My apologies for disrespect you Holly monk, yeah! I am ill.” Monk continued to ask her, “You can tell me about the fear which you are hiding from me, possible I can help you” After listing that word girl started to weep loudly by recognizing what happened with her in past. The holly monk asked her to narrate all story from beginning. The girl narrated whole story to him. Having insight of that story holly monk was surprised, he asked her to go with him and show all that places to him in the morning. Monk took the meal and went to bed.

Next morning both girl and holly monk visited the same places where little girl felt a figure. But it was strange thing that there was nothing left as was before when girl noticed. Girl was shocked. The holly monk asked her to walk toward her hut and started to examine her activities all through the way.  He examined each and every small thing which she was doing in the way.

The little girl was talking to flowers, running with the wind, mocking with the frogs, and dancing with peacock.  She also set on the bank of river for some time and watching that open sky where it going to end.  She climbed on the tree to catch the heavy sky. She jumped like monkey and laughed like a king. Holly monk was watching all the things happening with girl and got surprised.

At same moment when girl came to her hut, holly monk came too. He asked her mother to bring some food and water. The mother came in hurry because she wanted to know everything which happened in forest. But holly monk refused to tell her anything till morning. And he started to ask her some questions, “From how much time you both are living in this forest?” Mother replied, “From the day, when my daughter got birth.” “Were there anybody else live here before or after the birth?” Mother replied, “Yes! There was a little girl same age like my daughter. They both were good friends.” Holly monk asked another question, “Now, where is she?” Mother replied with a deep breath, “She is dead.” Monk enquired about her death to mother then she told him that once both the girls was playing in the forest, that girl was hiding in the mesh of trees, suddenly a fox came there and took her away. After knowing the whole story monk suggested her to get some sleep.

Next morning was a sunny morning, sun came early in the sky and there was a rare combination of rainbow and sun in that morning.  The mother was waiting for monk who left for a bath before morning. A small flash of monk brought her a lot of joy. She hurried to welcome the monk with hot tea. And set aside him to know what was happening to her daughter.  Monk started to tell her, “Mother! Your daughter is not ill, she is perfect, she just needed to direct in a right way.” Mother asked politely, “What is it sir?” Monk asked her to bring her daughter. The girl stood in-front of the holly monk.

Holly monk gave her a leaf of banana tree, and asked her to draw the same figure which is noticed at the very first day. After completing it, monk gave her another leaf and asked her to draw the figure which she noticed another day, and this process remained continue till the day when that figure appeared in-front of her hut. The monk examined all the drawing carefully, and realized that the places was different but the figure was the same. Now he started to talk his mother, “ Mother your daughter is, perfect I examined her in good manner, in my perception she is fighting with loneliness, the only friend she had in the past she lost in that game. And now she is wandering that friend everywhere.” Listening that, mother was shocked. She asked him, “Is it not a matter of worry, sir?”  Monk replied, “No! No! Mother it is not a matter to get worry.  There is a good new here, your daughter is an artist too, she these sketches how realistic they are.”  Now he called the little girl, and told him to conquer over her fear by giving birth to new art, and make them a source to mitigate her loneliness.  He also advised her to flew in full motion till the end of sky like a bird and catch the desires of filling the world of her’s no matter how alone she is, no matter how dark there is. Girl admired his advice, and promised him not to get feared of anything what she feel, light or dark…….

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