Development v/s Nature
My new water color art work….
Crushing his nails,
And chanting a betrayal.
Forgotten …. Be forgotten ahead.
It’s a deep dark night,
I fought myself to bring bright…
He roared like a demon,
Hurried to chant Suneman…
I feared of being crushed,
Rushed into bed to crunch…
My teeth into the teeth…
Alas! What I had done to me?
I questioned several times to me.
Exclimed inner proofing myself a second…
Shadow spread among the street,
Chants calm to the death…
I surrendered to my faith,
‘I have been crushed.’
Nights froze for me, door unopened for weeks.
I thought dozen of times, to under
To unbreak inside cheer.
I have been blocked in surplus,
Muted myself into nowhere.
Months to go I haven’t been out,
Life stuck being alive….
One windy night brought the same,
Loud chants…. Subbings… Nailing the same tree….
It was same wounded face I recalled,
Little week but same analog….
Dare punished me to walk near,
Hiding myself in courtier…
This time he set down,
And fell aside the tree…
I don’t remember the time,
But when I realised it was light..
Reddishness pushed dust into the sky,
And reach to me for unhid..
He may mentally changed..
I whispered into my ears..
And turned off to hear….
Stepping up to Home,
I heard a tone… Of unexplained grief..
U forgotten.. be forgotten ahead…
Today it’s me.
Some day you will be….
Since that moment, I felt I am an human,
I acted like that…..
Day and night I pursued all duties,
All morals, all tradition.
Which I loved, which I obeyed,
Some of those were hanged on back.
But today I feel bored, of being not that suits…
To current scenario of behaving,
And of punishing.
Here I lost those I taught in school,
Those I learner in college,
Now don’t work here,
It’s been paralyze…. Paralyze my goodwills.
I stuck between humanity and human…
Who was those people, who had written these impractical theories…
I found wrong..
Perhaps…. From the long time
I have been hidden inside the layers of these papers of idealism, which stand false.
I am bored of being gentleman,
Let me unlock my own,
The Human…..so called animal species.
Let me unlock this,
Let it come out and let it roar….
I admit the virtue of almighty,
Their rules never proves their charm here….
I am a resident of India…
The land of God’s..
People say and relates,
Everything said and written here,
Are words of God…
But they amit not follow,
Sayings turned only sayings…
And they proven to be wrong.
And now myths have brain.. to modify and to sweat under the rain..
Idealism have no meaning here, showcase opens where…
I bored been a gentleman…
Want to unlock the animal’s chain…