Fifteen Days to live

I have been left with,
Fifteen more days.

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The moment I start,
Counting it last.
I came with numbers,
Fifteen days to be humble.

This nature, those beauty,
Picks my hand and,
Create it fruity.

But I know where to end,
Will it stop me?
Oldish and useless trend.

My hands, my dreams,
Only fifteen days to live.

Can I fly or Jump other side,
Which will show,
New hide.

Or I live which amazes,
To my future and,
Buried old tradition.

Do my story end here?
Or, Will I create a new?

Do I count future as pain?
Or, Ends here to be remained.

Oh! Forgot to live,
My last fiteen day with whom,

I care, I love, I feel as me,
My dear, without fear,
My irony soul’s last tear.

I forgot to count,
That melody which never dies,
In his voice, and smile.

I walk below the path,
Let me walk,
Fifteen days to live.

Let double the days,
And multiply the nights,
Will spend together.

Let catch the moments,
Filled with joy,
Being together.

It’s hard to accept,
But not to avoid,
That I have fifteen day of my own.

Let me,
Fly over mountain,
Let me swim in sea,
Let me die being living.
It’s fifteen days to live.

Sorrow came in my tears,
Flow like old big rivers,
Would I done somthing wrong,
So, I left with only fifteen days of my own.

I tried to live beautifully,
I loved as I never did it,
I travelled in places untouched,
I slept night without being disturbed,
My body had different skin,
My breaths blew as twin,
Mine heart beat became faster,

Stop!Stop!
May be I credit his name.
But it won’t be any wrong.
I felt free in his arms,
I felt increasing my charm,
He accounts for these days.

But I want to be remained.
But I want to be remained.

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Could love more than Wished

I could love you more than,
You wished.
But alignment of line,
Was not sure.

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We turned in all directions,
Sometimes my predictions gone wrong. It’s you or your beauty,
Which bind my hands.
It’s you or you vocals,
Which hide my voice.
It’s you or your arguments,
Which tide my flow.

Everything happend between,
Like a ideal pair of love.
But,
I could love you more, than
You wished.

It was you or your illegal conditions,
Which dragged me to stop.
It was you or your affections,
Which rolled my hope.

We were paragon of our kinds,
But we could lead others mind.
If I could love you more, than
You wished.

It was me or my fear,
Which led you to accept sorrow air.
It was me or my tear,
Which conviced you not to alarm a dear.

My part I played as a common man,
But,
You could love me more than,
I wished.

Embarked as swine

I can report you myself dead,
Yeah! It’s a moment just i faced,
When you left.

This winter my throat,
Feed up by same pain.
Which i felt,
When my finger got drain.

It’s you, or your absence,
Cut me down,
From the earth.

This moment when i write,
I am having a hard bite.
Describing your absence,
Embarked as swine..

Wish i could add a ‘if’
Which may be stick.
Aah… moment has gone,
I became damm alone…

Be Yourself

In your service let me devote,
Earth & myself.

Earth which possess my ownership,
And me with my dreams.

It’s not true, in my words,
Let you allow, yourself to serve.

My heart embark a song,
Keep yourself in your home.

Why would i lighten your lamp,
It sun who creates the rain.

My facts, don’t judge myself,
I can only have you and your blame.

I am here, with you dear.
Be you there, only with you dear.

Yeah! It’s thought to understand,
But its all which i had to drain.

It’s true, it’s true,
Wanna you to be yourself.

Not what i want to sing,
Inside your ear vanes.

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You are in my imagination

Whenever i swallow my thirst,
And run into the dry sand.
I searched your hand,
To feed my soul,
In this deep darkness of unknowns.
It’s a moment which brings me,
Nearer to lights of your character.
It’s a huge ocean of sorrow,
Which unites to break,
A commitment of being yours.
I am lucky amongst the thousand,
Feels standing, serving, and feeding my soul,
The lightness beneath the dark.
I totally emptied from the words of unknowns,
Who said ones, says now and will tell in future,
About your absences.
But i felt you in dreams, walking around,
And hugging me when i feels…

It’s love without boundaries, or
Boundary without love,
Don’t know…
But i can feel you, and heal my thirst,
Of being empty and alone…

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Let me forget you…..

Yeah! As people says,
I have a pain of you.
Inside the conduits of my heart,
They blow air of your memories.

And,

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Scratch the walls,
Every time  i try to paint.

I beg you,
As i never begged to God,
Please,
Let me forget……

Yeah! i am destine to die,
Keeping inside a ‘Haay’*.
I can’t forget you,
Knowing you are not my.

Heal me, heal me,
Oh God!
With Mersey of your grace…

It’s hurting  me,
As hurts a wetted rope….

Your habitat being my eye,
Finds time to cry…
Don’t you think i haven’t try,
But every face,
Brought me that ‘Haay’.

Let me forget…
Let me forget…..

Every morning and each byee,
That coffee shop, and each ride..

Oh! It’s hurting me, hurting me,
Don’t you understand..
It’s pumping me, pumping me,
Always down stairs….

It’s true, it’s true,
I wanna to forget…
It’s you, it’s you,
Who brought me in case…

Let me forget,
It’s you,
Whom wanna to forget…

*’Haay’ means a deep breath full of pain

Shiva-Shakti: Energy of Universe at A One Place

My most ambitious sketch of mine, “Shiva-Shakti: Energy of Universe at Place”. Whole sketch denotes the all the three-phase of life Shiva: The destroyer, The Dancer (Nat-Raj), The Lover; with his source of energy…. Goddess Shakti in the form of beauty and a lover…… Whole sketch centered by the Goddess Shakti, which represent the ‘Nature’, with her lovable son Ganesha, hidden in the leafs playing with her mother and animals like  monkey, elephant etc.. This sketch represents the life of Shiva and his family, with their living place and love for nature…………………. In other words it came true what i written below…..

SHIVA symbolises consciousness, the masculine principle.
SHAKTI symbolises the feminine principle, the activating power and energy.

Whenever a power becomes active, and wherever energy exists, Shakti is working. Other terms for these primal principles are PURUSHA and PRAKRITI; Purusha is consciousness and Prakriti is nature.

Lord Shiva is generally portrayed holding a trident, which represents the trinity of Īshwara, Purusha and Prakriti .

Īshwara is the omnipresent, eternal, formless divine principle; Purusha is the Ātmā and Prakriti is the manifestation, nature. An electric light can be used to explain their relationship. The electric current, which is the source of the light, is Īshwara; the light is Purusha, and the object that is illuminated is Prakriti.

SHAKTI (or Prakriti) means energy, power, movement, change, nature. It is the maternal principle – the provider, abundance. In the human as well as in the animal kingdom the mother offers nourishment, warmth and security. There is no greater love than the love of a mother. The mother carries and nourishes the child in her own body. When it is born she provides it with mother’s milk and raises it at the sacrifice of her own self until it becomes self-reliant.

SHIVA (or Purusha), on the other hand, is pure consciousness – the unchanging, unlimited and unswayable observer. Purusha has no desires whatsoever; these are inherent only in Prakriti. Purusha is the empty, clear screen onto which Prakriti projects her colourful film.

Shiva-Shakti