Madness of Mind…

Madness

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Being a fun of my Hands,

Love dwelling into my Nails.

Scratching my Heart,

That I love her, Apart

Truth of my Veins,

Stops  me to Rain.

That I love Her.
I being a Beggar,

Only can ask to Me.

Why? Why to ruin?

Myself me and into Me.

A story tough to Narrate.

A mystery revealed to Forget,

That I love Her.
Traditions tampered my Face,

My money but,

No rights to Case.
It deemed by my Own,

Nartured to Grow.

Into my Chest,

To pasteurized my Face.

But I looked Dull, 

Because of this Preamble.

That I have to leave this Society,

So that I love Her.
I was bound to Admit,

That I have to summit,

Me, my ego and Her.

To the brutality of Them,

To be punished of Nothing,

Done upto Wrong.

I scared of Them,

Can you understand my Pain.
When I torcherd  by Me,

Then what picture of Hers.
So, I became fun of my Own.

To scratch walls of Heart.

Some time it’s compulsory to say, ‘I love you’.

Having your arms in mine,

Today! Don’t safe guard me.

From my own…. It’s kinda

Difficult to explain, but

It’s true… Something has changed.

And I am on mission to understand.
It’s not that I don’t have love for you, but

It’s complicated to pretend, that

I missed you.
Your face is in front of me,

Your body waving in air,

I can smell you too. But

Still thing is same.

Baby I miss you…
Do I ask one question?

Did I made some mistake?

In the past, in present or just continuing the same,

Baby I love you…
Stupid….

Fool… I know you may say.

But just want to hear that…

That..
Baby you love me..

Agony of Allegations

It’s being a long summer,
In life without
being green my love.
My eyes became deserts,
And my vanes drain empty,
Without presence of moisure,
Produced by your touch.

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It’s a day before long night,
My heart going to be frozen,
And my eyes will remain on sky.
In waitings of awaiting.

Each moment passed after your departure,
Teases my soul, that
I let you go.

Can you unwind me from my allegations, that
I let you felt alone
When you needed me.
Can you rain on me, with
drops of forgiveness.
Can you sing same song, that
You sang in my ears.

I am not alone in real world,
But inside my heart,
Preseved that same tears.

They require a justification,
Can you give one, which
My heart can hear.

Fifteen Days to live

I have been left with,
Fifteen more days.

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The moment I start,
Counting it last.
I came with numbers,
Fifteen days to be humble.

This nature, those beauty,
Picks my hand and,
Create it fruity.

But I know where to end,
Will it stop me?
Oldish and useless trend.

My hands, my dreams,
Only fifteen days to live.

Can I fly or Jump other side,
Which will show,
New hide.

Or I live which amazes,
To my future and,
Buried old tradition.

Do my story end here?
Or, Will I create a new?

Do I count future as pain?
Or, Ends here to be remained.

Oh! Forgot to live,
My last fiteen day with whom,

I care, I love, I feel as me,
My dear, without fear,
My irony soul’s last tear.

I forgot to count,
That melody which never dies,
In his voice, and smile.

I walk below the path,
Let me walk,
Fifteen days to live.

Let double the days,
And multiply the nights,
Will spend together.

Let catch the moments,
Filled with joy,
Being together.

It’s hard to accept,
But not to avoid,
That I have fifteen day of my own.

Let me,
Fly over mountain,
Let me swim in sea,
Let me die being living.
It’s fifteen days to live.

Sorrow came in my tears,
Flow like old big rivers,
Would I done somthing wrong,
So, I left with only fifteen days of my own.

I tried to live beautifully,
I loved as I never did it,
I travelled in places untouched,
I slept night without being disturbed,
My body had different skin,
My breaths blew as twin,
Mine heart beat became faster,

Stop!Stop!
May be I credit his name.
But it won’t be any wrong.
I felt free in his arms,
I felt increasing my charm,
He accounts for these days.

But I want to be remained.
But I want to be remained.

Could love more than Wished

I could love you more than,
You wished.
But alignment of line,
Was not sure.

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We turned in all directions,
Sometimes my predictions gone wrong. It’s you or your beauty,
Which bind my hands.
It’s you or you vocals,
Which hide my voice.
It’s you or your arguments,
Which tide my flow.

Everything happend between,
Like a ideal pair of love.
But,
I could love you more, than
You wished.

It was you or your illegal conditions,
Which dragged me to stop.
It was you or your affections,
Which rolled my hope.

We were paragon of our kinds,
But we could lead others mind.
If I could love you more, than
You wished.

It was me or my fear,
Which led you to accept sorrow air.
It was me or my tear,
Which conviced you not to alarm a dear.

My part I played as a common man,
But,
You could love me more than,
I wished.

Embarked as swine

I can report you myself dead,
Yeah! It’s a moment just i faced,
When you left.

This winter my throat,
Feed up by same pain.
Which i felt,
When my finger got drain.

It’s you, or your absence,
Cut me down,
From the earth.

This moment when i write,
I am having a hard bite.
Describing your absence,
Embarked as swine..

Wish i could add a ‘if’
Which may be stick.
Aah… moment has gone,
I became damm alone…

Be Yourself

In your service let me devote,
Earth & myself.

Earth which possess my ownership,
And me with my dreams.

It’s not true, in my words,
Let you allow, yourself to serve.

My heart embark a song,
Keep yourself in your home.

Why would i lighten your lamp,
It sun who creates the rain.

My facts, don’t judge myself,
I can only have you and your blame.

I am here, with you dear.
Be you there, only with you dear.

Yeah! It’s thought to understand,
But its all which i had to drain.

It’s true, it’s true,
Wanna you to be yourself.

Not what i want to sing,
Inside your ear vanes.

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