An Innocent Voice

Beneath the bed

I wandered, you to be present.

Oh God! I know you are not alive.



Please come, let me die.

Here and where between a silence,

I cried.

Unseen retained their glory,

Through the year, it’s what you are.


Engage… inhabit… establish….


Do what easy possible.

I am worried of you,

Not of mine.

So I bother where you are?

See! True let me whisper,

People….Yes! Those whom you have created.

Making of your fool, pretending what you,

They are.


Allash! Why I am telling you.

Everything is which you know.

Let me…. Please let …  Let me,

Come across, I want just understand you,

That what you are, and

Just want to dig inside why you are.

And beg you an answer,

Why you are?


You know I myself afraid of you,

Where, there you proved me wrong.

And then, you tried to show me,

That yes you are.

But in actual, forgive me please

It’s not who you are.


The Word I carry for you….

Sharing my thoughts with you,

Face a barrier……………..sometimes,

Perhaps! Always.

This world pursue only virtuality,

And we are part of it.



I too wander sometimes for “Why?”

But Answer always denied.

I might say, I am not to accept,

This all in the same way.


I modified myself a bit,

And turned myself in a hard rock.


You know rocks either get broken or get sculpt.

But true behaviour remains the same.


This is a hard truth to believe,

The point differs from where I see.

Just because I am living the same,

Life must not the same.


Sorry! I just went a step ahead.

Well! I don’t want to resemble anybody in this world,

I am who I am,

And wish to be same in future.


I am back…. Can you see me?

It’s being long a decade,

Passed away, in lost…

I searched every shades of my life,

And now,

I am back…. Can you see me?


It’s difficult to find,

But i am back,

To wow you…

In way you asked,

Like light in grey..

Can you see me?


I wondered each and,

Every moment we had,

I found nothing to regret,

And now,

I am back…


Dear! Soul has left,

To only come back,

Can you see me?

Let me apologize

For every single harsh moment,
Let me apologize…


It’s not me who responsible of,
But still,
Let me apologize…

Shadowing your future,
You know…. I am not.
Let me apologize…

For not enlighten you.

My apologies are not meant,
For what behind the myth.

It’s for you…
Because I don’t want you to let down..
Of arguing to others,
Being tolerated by,
I want to shield you,
But just before it hurts..

Challanges are yours,
Work is your to handle..
I apologize..

For not being stand along.

Away from the truth,
When you wandered,
I don’t suppose to be there,
Still I apologize…

For being separated.

On the zigzag path of life,
You have to walk alone.
Still I apologize…

For not being there..


Perhaps! I should not talk about.

But just gone through.

Madness of Mind…


Being a fun of my Hands,

Love dwelling into my Nails.

Scratching my Heart,

That I love her, Apart

Truth of my Veins,

Stops  me to Rain.

That I love Her.
I being a Beggar,

Only can ask to Me.

Why? Why to ruin?

Myself me and into Me.

A story tough to Narrate.

A mystery revealed to Forget,

That I love Her.
Traditions tampered my Face,

My money but,

No rights to Case.
It deemed by my Own,

Nartured to Grow.

Into my Chest,

To pasteurized my Face.

But I looked Dull, 

Because of this Preamble.

That I have to leave this Society,

So that I love Her.
I was bound to Admit,

That I have to summit,

Me, my ego and Her.

To the brutality of Them,

To be punished of Nothing,

Done upto Wrong.

I scared of Them,

Can you understand my Pain.
When I torcherd  by Me,

Then what picture of Hers.
So, I became fun of my Own.

To scratch walls of Heart.

Some time it’s compulsory to say, ‘I love you’.

Having your arms in mine,

Today! Don’t safe guard me.

From my own…. It’s kinda

Difficult to explain, but

It’s true… Something has changed.

And I am on mission to understand.
It’s not that I don’t have love for you, but

It’s complicated to pretend, that

I missed you.
Your face is in front of me,

Your body waving in air,

I can smell you too. But

Still thing is same.

Baby I miss you…
Do I ask one question?

Did I made some mistake?

In the past, in present or just continuing the same,

Baby I love you…

Fool… I know you may say.

But just want to hear that…

Baby you love me..

Agony of Allegations

It’s being a long summer,
In life without
being green my love.
My eyes became deserts,
And my vanes drain empty,
Without presence of moisure,
Produced by your touch.


It’s a day before long night,
My heart going to be frozen,
And my eyes will remain on sky.
In waitings of awaiting.

Each moment passed after your departure,
Teases my soul, that
I let you go.

Can you unwind me from my allegations, that
I let you felt alone
When you needed me.
Can you rain on me, with
drops of forgiveness.
Can you sing same song, that
You sang in my ears.

I am not alone in real world,
But inside my heart,
Preseved that same tears.

They require a justification,
Can you give one, which
My heart can hear.