An Innocent Voice

Beneath the bed

I wandered, you to be present.

Oh God! I know you are not alive.



Please come, let me die.

Here and where between a silence,

I cried.

Unseen retained their glory,

Through the year, it’s what you are.


Engage… inhabit… establish….


Do what easy possible.

I am worried of you,

Not of mine.

So I bother where you are?

See! True let me whisper,

People….Yes! Those whom you have created.

Making of your fool, pretending what you,

They are.


Allash! Why I am telling you.

Everything is which you know.

Let me…. Please let …  Let me,

Come across, I want just understand you,

That what you are, and

Just want to dig inside why you are.

And beg you an answer,

Why you are?


You know I myself afraid of you,

Where, there you proved me wrong.

And then, you tried to show me,

That yes you are.

But in actual, forgive me please

It’s not who you are.


The Word I carry for you….

Sharing my thoughts with you,

Face a barrier……………..sometimes,

Perhaps! Always.

This world pursue only virtuality,

And we are part of it.



I too wander sometimes for “Why?”

But Answer always denied.

I might say, I am not to accept,

This all in the same way.


I modified myself a bit,

And turned myself in a hard rock.


You know rocks either get broken or get sculpt.

But true behaviour remains the same.


This is a hard truth to believe,

The point differs from where I see.

Just because I am living the same,

Life must not the same.


Sorry! I just went a step ahead.

Well! I don’t want to resemble anybody in this world,

I am who I am,

And wish to be same in future.


I am back…. Can you see me?

It’s being long a decade,

Passed away, in lost…

I searched every shades of my life,

And now,

I am back…. Can you see me?


It’s difficult to find,

But i am back,

To wow you…

In way you asked,

Like light in grey..

Can you see me?


I wondered each and,

Every moment we had,

I found nothing to regret,

And now,

I am back…


Dear! Soul has left,

To only come back,

Can you see me?

Walking Alone

Traveled too long,

On the heights of my Goal.


Years of Glory,

Humble to worry…….

I lost……….. My face in me,

I lost………..That person to live.


Yeah! Question around,

Where do I found?

To me…………. Walking alone,

Man of my own…………….

Yeah! man of my own.


Now my dreams, fears a lot,

I dragged a lot,

To me…………. Walking alone.


I missed…………….Living’s hope,

And see……………

I am walking alone……………….






Let me apologize

For every single harsh moment,
Let me apologize…


It’s not me who responsible of,
But still,
Let me apologize…

Shadowing your future,
You know…. I am not.
Let me apologize…

For not enlighten you.

My apologies are not meant,
For what behind the myth.

It’s for you…
Because I don’t want you to let down..
Of arguing to others,
Being tolerated by,
I want to shield you,
But just before it hurts..

Challanges are yours,
Work is your to handle..
I apologize..

For not being stand along.

Away from the truth,
When you wandered,
I don’t suppose to be there,
Still I apologize…

For being separated.

On the zigzag path of life,
You have to walk alone.
Still I apologize…

For not being there..


Perhaps! I should not talk about.

But just gone through.

 Being forgotten…

An old wounded monk,

Crushing his nails,

And chanting a betrayal.

Forgotten …. Be forgotten ahead.
It’s a deep dark night,

I fought myself to bring bright…

He roared like a demon,

Hurried to chant Suneman…
I feared of being crushed,

Rushed into bed to crunch…

My teeth into the teeth…

Alas! What I had done to me?

I questioned several times to me.

Exclimed inner proofing myself a second…

Shadow spread among the street,

Chants calm to the death…

I surrendered to my faith,

‘I have been crushed.’

Nights froze for me, door unopened for weeks.

I thought dozen of times, to under

To unbreak inside cheer.

I have been blocked in surplus,

Muted myself into nowhere.

Months to go I haven’t been out,

Life stuck being alive….
One windy night brought the same,

Loud chants…. Subbings… Nailing the same tree….

It was same wounded face I recalled,

Little week but same analog….
Dare punished me to walk near,

Hiding myself in courtier…

This time he set down,

And fell aside the tree…

I don’t remember the time,

But when I realised it was light..

Reddishness pushed dust into the sky,

And reach to me for unhid..

He may mentally changed.. 

I whispered into my ears..

And turned off to hear….
Stepping up to Home, 

I heard a tone… Of unexplained grief..
U forgotten.. be forgotten ahead…

Today it’s me.

Some day you will be….